I'll be leaving Monday, I'm going on a little Vacation.
You see, I'm tired of people coming by.. "hey whats up" but hiding their real intents, i see through their shallow minds, and yet leave anyways. Their shallow intent is to use me, for what ever they want, I'm the "nice guy" so apparently I'm used for what ever.
A life raft for girls that say "sorry"
A "bitch" for those who drag me along
A no body
Washed up
No Good

"In our society those who are in reality superior in intelligence can be accepted by their fellows only if they pretend they are not." Marya Mannes

It doesn't matter that i was decorated for valor and preparedness during a real time of need.

"Great crisis produce great men and great deeds of courage." John F. Kennedy

It does not matter that I've seen a great many things, both great and terrible.
It does not matter how I feel.
It matters not what I think between what is right and what is wrong, and let me tell you, there is many things wrong, in the communities, in the nation, and in the world.

"The man who is anybody and who does anything is surely going to be criticized, vilified, and misunderstood. This is a part of the penalty for greatness, and every great man understands it; and understands, too, that it is no proof of greatness. The final proof of greatness lies in being able to endure contumely without resentment."Elbert Green Hubbard

People are bent on instant gratification, for hand outs for easy things.

"Show me a man who cannot bother to do little things and I'll show you a man who cannot be trusted to do big things."Lawrence D. Bell

There is no real "working" for things people want, the only people who actually understand this is those who have had to get on their own two feet and fight for their lives.

So.. I've had enough.

I'm leaving, but I'll be back, and this time I'll be more careful, and this time more ready.

Quite an extensive journal, I'm not done yet.

Its been brought to my attention that our country is in dire peril, and infact this is true, the Government steps all over industry, takes them over.
My grand kid's kids will be paying taxes and so will their kids, given we last that far.
America was once a proud nation, full of hard workers, people who cared, people who did right in the face of wrong. Now our people are lost, they say "hope and change is here" well.. changes is here alright, but not what anyone thought.

People say revolution is something the Communists want.
People say the government will look after us. (note these people are instant gratifiers, and most likely on well fare, theirs half our tax money right there, granted now some people actually need it)
I believe a great upheaval is coming, a civil war.. and revolution, and all these things are terrible and utterly depressing.
This is why I prepare, and hope it will never come, i hope our nation fixes itself through the good deeds of Americans, not through some corrupt politicians. "A House divided cannot stand by its self" Abraham Lincoln well now we have several houses, and they are in dire need of repair.

People say "freedom" we have it leave the world alone.
but the world is not totally free, people will be angry at us, if not already, we've stepped over our boundaries fought a war in a perfectly neutral country, and now we withdraw, leaving a country in civil war yet again. All because people say that our soldiers are dieing, we aren't making progress! But we were.
Now.. our nation is not so great, our money is not lustrous, and our soldiers fight for nothing. Most people do not appreciate them, patriotism is gone, our government does not fear its people, our people fear it. Those who do not are labeled as terrorists, those people who speak out against the Fascism and Communism are ridiculed and hated.

A man living in South America was once asked "how do you capture wild pigs for livestock?" and the man answered in great detail. You see you find a nice clear field, and put feed out for the pigs, for over a week or more, and once the pigs grow used to it, then you build a fence upon one side, and continue putting feed upon it. Now once the pigs grow used to the fence and come back for the feed, you keep it up for about a week, then put another side of the fence up. this repeats until the final fence. now when the final fence is put up, to put the feed inside and leave the gate open, and the pigs will come in and you close the gate behind them. the pigs will not care, they've lost all abilities to forage for food, its right there, they have others of its kind to interact with they are content. and pigs are fattened and ripe for the slaughter house. and this is how you catch wild pigs for livestock.

Take this in example with America or any other government. People being the animals, and the feed, welfare, government checks, low income housing, cheap things, easy things.
get the picture? we like the wild animals once feared by the government have now been tamed, and the final gate is coming, and soon after the butcher.

I'll leave you with those thoughts, and this speech made by Ronald Reagan, perhaps one of the last great presidents our nation has known.
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Good night everyone, and may you all think deeply, and see what is really going on, and that perhaps i may have saved, or awakened another true patriot, an American.
For those in other countries, pay no mind to my ranting unless you feel otherwise, please do so in a kind manor or else your comment will be removed and for naught.
God watch over us all, and this will be the last journal I'll post with such a dark mood.